Everlasting Father, Son and Holy Spirit, divine
You are ‘I am’…Yahweh…pure breath…pure life.
Help me to hear your encouragement and receive
the whispers…that silence my pain
Striking healer; mighty God, accept my response
I confess that I have shown you contempt
I confess the pretence of my “worship”, and the self-absorbed pretence that enters my prayers.
Holy One of Israel you are great in our midst,
I acknowledge your complete presence.
“Show me how to kneel” …I surrender my brokenness.
I know you have not abandoned us
I know I need to be more vulnerable. Help me speak precisely from your heart.
Father God; creator; redeemer; sanctifier
You ‘do not grow weary’ (Is 40:28)
Thank you for ‘good news’ (Is 61:1)
Thank you for ‘uniting the pieces of my broken-heart’ (Is 61:1)
Accept my brokenness and tears
For this, Lord, ‘you do not despise’ (Psalm 52:17, NLT)
Let your blessings that shine through provision bring us to say:
With you, I rise and speak to the calamity in Jesus name ‘peace, be still’ (Psalm 107:29)
With you, I rise and speak to the conflict in Jesus name ‘peace, be still’
With you, I rise and speak to the suffering caused by misunderstanding, in Jesus name ‘peace , be still’ (Matt.8:23/Mk. 4:39/Lk 8:24)
……worthy is the lamb….‘may the lamb that was slain receive the reward of his suffering‘.
This is a theologically informed prayer, inspired by Isaiah. These words are postulations that have upheld me in my battle with pessimism, subtle put downs, personal attacks and insinuations.
Isaiah and the Gospels speak into our lives. They suggest that rescue will only come from the ‘serenity that results from Jesus’ intervention’ (Green 1997, p. 331). This is ‘Jesus acting as God acts’…it is Jesus looking for my ‘faith to show itself in those circumstances’ (ibid 1997, p. 333), by gifting me with the patience and ability to forgive. A faith that looks to His resurrection, as a signal fire that points me to Isaiah’s Yahweh, as the ‘wounding healer’ (Baer 2010). The one who dynamically responds in grace to my inconsistent gratitude.
Baer David, ‘Praying through Isaiah’ lecture notes October 2010, Tabor Adelaide
Green, Joel 1997 NICNT: The Gospel of Luke Wm. B Eerdmans Publishing Co. Grand Rapids, Michigan